Losing a father

Oct 20,2010 was very hard on me that morning,I was in north Dakota that morning and it was absolutely unreal when I received the phone call fro mom.I never thought that day would come because doctors always said he will get better,his body is tired after all the hard work he has accoplished in his lifetime,it now is coming near to the 20th,I am hurt inside sometimes I feel I should of shared more time together when I was young he was very bust working on something,as you grow older it is hard to find time,he will alwAys be the one and only father I will ever had,I hope and pray he is in a comfortable place now,I miss him even though there were many turbulent times,,,he had a very unique life and for reasons and closure I hope it helps him as it does me,I know some of my health issues are heredity from my father,,,if he sees other loved ones that our family for him to give them comfort,,,lay in peace dad and find closure and peace at last,give me peace when I desire it,,,,you lived a good life".........