Losing a father

Oct 20,2010 was very hard on me that morning,I was in north Dakota that morning and it was absolutely unreal when I received the phone call fro mom.I never thought that day would come because doctors always said he will get better,his body is tired after all the hard work he has accoplished in his lifetime,it now is coming near to the 20th,I am hurt inside sometimes I feel I should of shared more time together when I was young he was very bust working on something,as you grow older it is hard to find time,he will alwAys be the one and only father I will ever had,I hope and pray he is in a comfortable place now,I miss him even though there were many turbulent times,,,he had a very unique life and for reasons and closure I hope it helps him as it does me,I know some of my health issues are heredity from my father,,,if he sees other loved ones that our family for him to give them comfort,,,lay in peace dad and find closure and peace at last,give me peace when I desire it,,,,you lived a good life".........

Trip to bayfield

Sure was a nice day,had samples of wine. As well as apple donuts,had a bacon ranch salad for lunch,wind picked up in afternoon,lots and lots of walking,many different exhibits to see,picked apples at orchard,it was nice to get away,didnt have to go far was fun though,I've never been there before,had some lemonade to drink,shared some thoughts with friends,I may go sometime again,I enjoyed apple festival,,,,,

Busy week

I never thought moving is so exhausting,the more boxes I get I never new as an adult we accumulate so many things.....I must like the beauty in the items,I've donated so much and so much time I am exhausted,,,I need to find more easier ways to cope it is harder than I thought even though I feel the home I live in has nakedness as so different,,,I pray that I can help myself,,,I enjoy
Cleaning sometimes its hard but sure looks nice,,,,I need a robot it would make it easier....enough for now

things can be precious like dolls until you clunk your head

coming back from a getaway expecting nice weather on the way home what do I do get rained on.went to restraunt ordered sour ncream chive frieswhat do I get regular crispy fries It was not a big deal.I spent many hours with friendscame back and seen a friend I graduated with.ate by a lake had rich flavored food.my burger was raw it tasted like steak,I was embarrassed that it was not cooked enough they gav e me an extra salad.I had a margarita that was cooling.......life can be good ...l.then boom.....it back fires.....time goes by in a flash I cannot believe it.....the experiences the tears wept....I miss my father hes in heaven I take each breath as it places a spot down in my heart.....life can be precious in many ways by water feelings nature voice I never plan something because my life is dramatic time to time.agates flowers ......of course money politics are a big thing in life......we lose our guys in war it affects us just as well as there families grieve....anyway going online is a good thing to relax....

My love for my dogs

My dogs are very precious to me as they make my day brighter each and every day.they help me through my feelings.they enjoy there I am biscuits and rawhides.I feel there protection as it is my safety

Chicken Eatin'

I am at my friend's house eating Chicken.