Having high fever,having a tummy that hurts and hurts does not stop,unable to keep water down puking every which where you turn,up all night.next day doing all over again plus with pms....nice outside unable to go out just stay in jammies.I had some bottled water and little soda,puked like a water fall.good thing tv comes in handy when you need to rest but you fall asleep anyway.the pets come in great comfort I love my dogs,I even had puke in my hair.it was an aweful experience,was it the lasagna I had or was it a bug it is a mystery.I am not gonna eat lasagna for a very long time the thought or seeing it does not give me an appetite whatsoever.....

Today I had star bucks coffee,and a blueberry muffin,helped mom get stuff out of car,sorted through more things of mine,the temperature has dropped,it's nice to talk to people on phone they give you advice time to time.I hope to have more patience I've had some meltdowns.I see god to look out for me when I need it,I've learned to drink more water because dr says I need it for my health.I like a quiet place In my room to vent and go on my iPad.for new yrs resolution have not decided yet.I often think what the next ten yrs the outcome has in store for me.I go to womans group on Tuesday's it helps me to vent but sometimes the things we talk about it's hard,airplane is flying nice to hear.I pray for my mom so she can deal with dad being gone,,,,love is like a box of chocolates it will melt you away,we Recently have a ninja maker boy does it do many different things,if I learn to run it that will be awesome.my kuiregg coffee maker saves on time .the first one we took back was missing parts.cold case is on.what to make for dinner undecided,painted my nails today conditioned treated hair.my mind has thoughts and plans it's hard to start a project,oh well I will make the best of it,just recently grew out of my Harley davidson jacket it was difficult to replace it,,,,some times we grow out of something that we enjoy ,my dogs give me spirit to dress them up.my Xmas was nice to have a home cooked meal and it turned out wonderful and tasty,dove dark chocolate will melt you away.buying for the needy melted my heart as we'll all donations I've made,,,,me and my moms project worked well and will be remembered. 2011 all gone 2012.looking at picture albums of seeing all the pic is pretty special.went to see grandma and grandpa at nursing home .....as we are older it is not easy,well enough for now till I decide to write again,god bless my family with angels and happiness and every one else that loves us peace.